I still cannot decide.

TP really really seems very attractive to me.
I finally thought of where i would want to go but then the question of what to study comes in.
I texted mrs tjan and miss koh for advice and even checked NUS Medicine school, NTU, SIM for entry requirements but i really cannot make up my mind.

It's either:
1. I follow my heart's desire now and give up my dentist's dream in future or
2. I study what i'm not good at and fear that i might have a high chance of not doing well or
3. Don't even go to that school and do biomedical sciences at TP.

I need assurance.
I need someone to help me.

Sigh, it's all my fault for not trying harder.

I wish my mum would tell me:
"Just study what you're interested in, if you can't get into NUS, i'll let you study private/abroad."
Why is sis allowed to study a $26k private Australian University.
I wish i was like her, don't even have to worry that whatever she was studying was not useful because after all mum's funding her private uni.
Hahahah, maybe i should just study what i want and later mum would send me abroad to study too.
Okay, continue dreaming michelle.
Zzzzzzzzzz.