MICHELLE

2010-09-24T03:33:00.001-07:00

When there's no comfortable place for you to begin studying, you can try Mos Burger. Get yourself a seat at the end, so that you're out of view of the Mos Burger Crew.
Invest in a cup of ice milk tea, and there you go. You can revise there for hours. The air con ventilates the area and soft music plays on. Unless you are unfortunately there with a bunch of inconsiderate secondary school kids, who yell at their friends despite sitting so close. Laughing at the end of their lungs, so this is how they call preparing for O levels.
But do be prepared to smell like Mos Burger's beef patties after you leave.

My msn account has been hacked into, including my hotmail. Most of my PW documents have been saved inside the draft folder, now i can't assess to them and neither can i discuss my project with the others online. I hope to receive an email from the MSN messenger team that they have verified my account and recovered my password or else i will need to make do with a new one.

16 more days to Promos.

Joanne's 19th

2010-09-20T08:42:00.000-07:00

Happy 19th birthday Jo Bitch! Love you, yeah. ;)
Hahah, Shaun's expression is hilarious!

Sigh.

2010-09-19T06:10:00.000-07:00

In the year 2000, a landslide in Gondo, Switzerland killed 13 people in 10 seconds. The cause of the landslide was due to continuous days of heavy rain.

In 2008, a landslide dam resulted from the Si Chuan earthquake at Jian River forming the Tang Jia Shan Lake.

A massive landslide occured in Bukit Antarabangsa, Kuala Lumper slipping down tonnes of earth crushing 14 bungalows, killing 5 people and injuring 14 others.

Thousands of cubic metres of rocks slid off a mountainside in Hanoi, Vietnam killing at least 18 in 2007.

Ormoc City, Philippines 1991 had torrential rainfall that resulted in mudslides killing 5000 and leaving 46 000 homeless.

In 1908, Messina Italy experienced an earthquake of magnitude 7.5, the number of fatalities was 70 000 to 100 000.

San Fransisco, 1989 had an earthquake of magnitude 6.9 killing 63 people.

17118 people died in the 1999, Izmit, Turkey earthquake of magnitude 7.4 because the cement used to construct the buildings were substandard. Seashells were found to be used as a substitute in the cement.

The 2008, Si Chuan earthquake magnitude 7.9 killed 87587 chinese citizens.

In 2008, Nevada, USA had a 6.0 magnitude earthquake which did not kill anyone.

On 4th September 2010, Christ Church, New Zealand experienced an earthquake of 7.1 magnitude. Zero people were killed but there were 2 casualties.

The Mount Sinabung eruption in Philippines, 2010 was not predicted due to the lack of data for predicting the recurrence interval. The last eruption was 400 years ago.

Amazed? So am i.
I managed to crap all those into my brain. ;)

I feel as though i am an underachiever. :/ And no, i don't mean it academically.

2010-09-18T04:41:00.000-07:00

I got molested today.
I felt so helpless and i was wishing...

For the past couple of days, i was feeling and am still feeling troubled. I tried retail therapy today, spent a total of $63.60 but i don't feel any better.

2010-09-17T05:09:00.000-07:00

Although it was taken with a really good DSLR, the photo still appears blur because Darian forgot to switch the mode.

Wendy's wasn't exactly that tasty and it was considerably costly for fast food.

GP and Chinese Promos today. Oh well, it's over and that's all i can say.
2 more subjects down, 4 more to go!

Sigh, how to juggle studying for promos and considering something simultaneously? Apparently, everyone's busy now too...

Reading Jeanette Winterson's - Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit. About Lesbians. I can't wait to see how TSL is going to teach us that Lit text. The way she says "It's a depressing fucking number" and "Fuck you, Hal" in class keeps me in amusement. How she goes "Mich" and "Miss Tang" when i am dozing off keeps me frightened. I've to admit, she's the hottest teacher around.

A change of heart, perhaps. The awkwardness lingers between the 2 of us now. Only I can feel it, I don't think you do.

2010-09-13T03:19:00.000-07:00

Funny how it seems that sometimes you can be so close yet so distant as well.

I don't like the idea of how GP and Chinese promos is in 4 DAYS TIME.
I was supposedly going to have my promos over a stretch of 3 consecutive days and then regulated partying for 5 days before Bio MCQ. Now, my timetable got changed but at least i have no more clashes.

Time to start studying hard at Mos Burger and Coffeebean. 3 weeks left isn't plenty of time left for me to mug on Econs, Geog, Lit and Bio. My September holidays were not exactly productive.

HAHAH, goodbye world.
I have received a diary and i am going to utilize it by penning down my thoughts. Internet isn't very safe and private anymore. Besides the annoying posts on the right side >>> is starting to annoy me, very much.

2010-09-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

Thanks babes. ♥

2010-09-11T01:34:00.000-07:00

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY APPHIA!

I was quite surprised by them.

Sharifah's house for Hari Raya. They forced me to wear a kebaya. -.-

2010-09-09T10:47:00.000-07:00

On nights like this, i feel more isolated, distant, alienated.
I'm guilt stricken for i had not studied effectively for the past 2 days.

My bio notes are all laid out on the table in front of me. A neat mess. Dozens of pens spilling out of my pencil case with an uncapped yellow highlighter. Just like props in a play. This computer is just further in front of the neat mess. All an act. Not studying at all.

It's 2am on 10 September 2010. The date 2 days back was nice. 8.9.2010

I am anemic and i have a really stuffy nose.
The iron pills to supposedly make me less breathless, less lethargic and my period to come is clearly not working on me. I have to consume them on a daily basis every morning, i feel so sick. Eek.

Mummy wants me to climb out of bed early tomorrow for Macs breakfast with her.

Meeting my classmates tomorrow for lunch tomorrow. Dinner date with guides clique got canceled. But instead, I just got invited to Sharifah's for Hari Raya tomorrow evening. I love her DSLR!!!

I should really go to bed now.

PS. There's a scar on my left hand from the drip i had during my hospital stay.

2010-09-07T08:20:00.000-07:00

His camera is too clear already. Eeek, i can see my fats. :(
Okay goodnight world.
Geog Lecture in the MORNING tomorrow :O

Michelle says:
11.11, Faster make a wish!!!
[=-Pingu-=] - Undertakings says:
yeah, i wish that u have less hair

2010-09-06T08:00:00.000-07:00

It's midnight now.
I just psycho-ed my mummy to get me a BB. And she said YES. ZOMG. WOO HOO~ As for my laptop, she's gonna buy me a new Acer in November. YAY. ;)

I'm so happy today. I did 8 geog essay questions. Ain't you proud of me? ^^

But, i just saw my promos timetable. I HAVE BIO PAPER 2 AND GEOG ON THE SAME DAY?!@$#%^*&^%$#@
And the whole class ends the promos ONE WEEK before me and Eliza?????

I was studying at Burger King, Compass point today when i saw Dinosaur. All dolled up, at sengkang. LOL. And i was studying, only to realize 2 hours later that the girl sitting right in front of me was Erdalyn.

K, i should sleep now cos my inconsiderate neighbor is still renovating his house after 3 months. I hope he drill his brains out.

"Bros before Hoes, Chicks before Dicks"
Yeah right.

Infinity and Beyond III

2010-09-05T02:38:00.000-07:00

I attended Jeanette's and Darian's Band concert last night in YJC with Leon and Chee sheng.
Okay, pictures are in Darian's DSLR. I feel inferior, he has a DSLR and mine's only an Olympus. HAHAH.
We had dinner at Wendy's and i reached home at midnight so i didn't study. :(

Taking a break from studying now. Got to start resuming my revision on econs in like 15 more minutes. BFF is walking over to my place now and i am looking like a mess. HAHAH, who cares la. Not as if she's a boy. LOL.

I watched Step Up 3 last saturday. Great show yeah!

I want a pink BB. Gosh, my phone is seriously hay wired.
Plus change my plan too, i need to text and call more people!!

Durian flavored snowskin mooncakes are nice. (Y) Nom nom.

Bye August, Hi September!

2010-09-03T02:53:00.000-07:00

It's exactly 2 more weeks to GP and Chinese Promos!!
So it's the last day of Term 3 today.
August has been really awful for me. Did i mention i had 15 blood tests within this whole month?? Hopefully, September will treat me better yeah.

What's happening to my social life.
I'm home on a Friday, again.
Alright, at least i have something to be happy about. I'm going to see my girls for Koi and Prata at Jalan Kayu next friday. WHOOOOOOOOOO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO, WENDY AND EILEEN TOH.

I think i can write better and construct more fluent sentences in the night.
Sigh, my phone is cranky again. I'm still not receiving messages occasionally. Plus, my laptop is gonna crash on me anytime soon. I think technology hates me.

Roti prata + Koi = Food Orgasm

2010-08-31T08:46:00.000-07:00

Edited:/

It was Teachers' Day celebration and Cross Country in school today. But i took the day off to see a gynaecologist. Had to pay an extra $30 for a female gynaecologist and she was touching and peering at my vagina.
Wanted to go back to sjc to see the teachers desperately. I miss Mrs Tjan, she still owes Corinne and I a treat to Macs Breakfast and the best Nasi Lemak in Singapore, apparently she claims it's in Changi but i think it's Punggol!!!! I reached compass late and wasn't in time to head back to sjc. Supposedly heard of a last minute 1D/2D gathering at Jalan Kayu. But i already had a dinner date with Clarissa, Livia, Doyle, Chee Sheng at Ikea which was a total fail.

I'm hungry and tired. I feel like eating Roti Prata from Jalan Kayu and drinking Koi now!!
Imagine letting your whole body slough over the seat, placing a portion of the hot, oily roti prata into your mouth. Sink your teeth into it and chew like it's a piece of gum before pushing it down your esophagus. Accompanied with a cup of Koi with half sugar content, it's like having a food orgasm.
Okay, my stomach's growling now. :(

Sigh, i left my laptop at Cathay last Saturday for nearly an hour. I only realised it was missing when i was on the train. Thank goodness, nobody took it away!!
I should attempt to sleep since it's 2am already.

2010-08-29T08:24:00.000-07:00

I am going to make this real quick.
I had an exhausting weekend. Really looking forward to the next week. Although Monday has the most hectic timetable but i get to skip school on Tuesday and Wednesday's a holiday. The following week is term break, yeah. But promos is in less than 20 days and i have yet to start studying.

I was reading the latest post on underage-girl.blogspot.com a while ago. Maybe it's the way she writes or i really need a break that it makes me miss Perth and Fremantle so much. Needless to say, i miss the shopping at Harbour Town too. How picturesque everything there looks like. It's fascinating how serene the day can be there, something we can never find in this busy Singapore, not even at Punggol end yeah.

It was taken by yours truly at a farm in Fremantle. No google or tumblr.

Amazing yeah, back to school tomorrow with WR draft 2 due.

2010-08-27T03:33:00.000-07:00

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken & you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, & you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, & love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you & tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, & smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love & most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

Meeting up for PW tomorrow. And finally seeing my dear babe. HAHAH, excited yeah. ;) Even though i just came back from her house.

2010-08-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

"Because life comes with no guarantee, no time out, no second chances. So take many pictures, laugh too hard, love like you've never been hurt, dance in the rain, be a flirt, tell someone off, forgive freely. Live in the moment."

I like this photo now. Should i put it as my profile photo? LOL.

I was talking to her till my phone died. Sigh.

It Stops Today - Colbie Caillat
You really have got to listen to it, it's really really nice.

It's Miss Yee's last day in YJ tomorrow. Goodbyes are always the hardest to say. She sang us a really motivating song, can't really remember the title though.
Everything has been so shitty for me this week. But i believe i WILL and CAN survive through it. I think i have been living in a cave all these while, i am so unaware so many things happening around me!

>:( Chee Sheng hacked into my facebook account and updated my status for me. TSK.

TGIF tomorrow! ;)

Hi, August, I hate you.

2010-08-23T09:38:00.000-07:00

How much i miss guides. :(
My cca now sucks big time. All i do is sit in an air-conditioned room for 3-4 hours doing almost NOTHING. I need to be more active, i don't just sit around. All those running about in guides last time..
Yes, ikr. K i shouldn't complain so much since the kids in Bintan don't even attend school at all.

Great, the time now is 12.57am and there's school tomorrow. But i am intending to go to school late, i mean since i have been exempted for PE, there's no use appearing in school tomorrow until after all those breaks right.. Which is about 10.40am, so yeah i think i will appear in school around that time.

Plus Vaigash my dear nurse-y just told me that hospital stay means i get 2 whole months of PE exemption. HAHA My life rocks, NOT.
Fuck, this month, August has been a living hell for me.
I can't tolerate anymore trauma so i seek God, Buddha and Allah and whatever there is to stop throwing shocks and bombs at me because I HAVE HAD ENOUGH.
Gosh, when is August ever going to be over??? But then again, as soon as August is over, PROMOS ARE JUST ROUND THE CORNER. The number of days from today till GP paper is about 26/25 more days?! Fantastic.

Okay back to ranting, my point is after Guy A then it's Guy B now. Like WTF please. Crap, i need some help here guys. But everyone is busy studying/working. SIGH.
Starting of August, i fell really sick and then now all these shit. SERIOUSLY, I NEED TO BREATHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I'm so tired, physically, mentally, emotionally.

On a side note, i love my twitter homepage background. Those cute airplanes, yeah if only life was that simple.

I was online only to do my EoM. At least, i managed to finish the first 2 components. As i am typing this, my eyelids are shutting, yeah i only slept at 1.30am the previous night and i had to crawl my way to school this morning with a really shitty hectic Monday timetable. But my Tuesday timetable is awesome k.

I had fun during Lit tutorial with TSL today though. She and Wallace had a switch for lessons and we role played, did some blocking and analysis of some classmates' expressions. We each brought an item that we think it depicts Catherine's character or what Catherine would most likely have in her bag.

Btw i had a soccer bet with Gireesh and SiYang again last night for Man United VS Fulham. I WANTED TO WIN BADLY. :(
But oh well, no one won in the end. HAHA.

Okay, i should get back to doing my EoM now and go to bed ASAP.

Btw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHERILYN AND MY COUSIN, BENJAMIN.
Walao, Ben got into SR la. Unfair. TSK.

K k goodnight world!!

Disgrace; lit text

2010-08-21T02:47:00.000-07:00

Delia, you should watch this too. It's the trailer for Disgrace, our lit text.

HAHAH, This is Bev Shaw who apparently "has no breasts to speak of".
Yeah right, look at that "squat little tub"'s cleavage. LOL.
Everyone in class was talking about it 2 weeks ago. Yeah i'm slow.

http://www.letmewatchthis.com/external.php?title=Disgrace&url=aHR0cDovL2RlZGl0di5jb20vcGxheS5waHA%2Fdj04MDAxMjc5&domain=deditv.com&loggedin=0

The link for the entire show!!^^

Chomp chomp!!!!!

2010-08-20T08:48:00.000-07:00

I love the food at Chomp Chomp, but i love you girls more. ♥ ♥ ♥
These girls really know how to bully me. They made me wait for an hour and 20 minutes and when they finally arrived they started poking fun at me, insulting me and blaming me!!! >:( But i still love them so much. ♥

We walked into Frolick, ice cube, cold storage and macs without buying anything at all. Then we asked for a table in ice cube, sat down and snapped some photos without buying any desert and then we walked out. LOL We even tried to befriend another CJC guy for Marie. HAHAH. Now she got no face to go to school on Monday already.

We ate stingray, fried oysters, kang kong, satay, chicken wings, satay bee hoon and had sugar cane. They are all full but i am still hungry. Yeah i know, i have a lion's appetite.

Vaigash has turned all NURSE-Y. OMG I CAN'T STAND IT.
I met up with her after my blood test to study at Junction 8. Oh btw, i was previously admitted for low platelet count of 24. The normal count is 160 and today i had another blood test and it was 475!!!!!! So bloody high and even the Doctor was shocked. LOL.

Anyway this nurse-y girl studied with me, and she said "Macs is so unhealthy" and "i eat fries without salt sometimes". When we were at frolick she pointed to the nutrition chart and said "Eh look, it's fat free!!!" OMG, SHE DAMN NURSE-Y SIA. :O

Kay, peektures.

Yes i was in uniform. I was supposed to return to school after my blood test, but since doctor gave me a full day MC, then why not make full use of it?? ;)

THIS NURSE-Y GIRL
Later, we went home to bathe and she came 80 minutes late!!!!

Btw, all these while i always eat Hamburgers when i am at Mos Burger. Little did i know Hamburgers have beef inside!!! :O I can't eat beef and i ate it so many times unknowingly!!

I didn't get to eat my frolick today because fruity pebbles was sold out. :(

YOG Tickets

2010-08-19T03:35:00.000-07:00

School starts at 7.40am but i woke up at 9am yesterday. Nice (Y)
Only reached school at 10am yesterday missing bio lesson.

We headed to Northpoint today after school to get YOG Hockey Tickets only to find out that tickets for ALL GAMES ARE SOLD OUT for thursdays, fridays and weekends. TSK. Closing ceremony tickets are only available at the Sistic Booth in the Indoor Stadium.

Okay, edited, i managed to find the Ticketing Hotline number online and i dialed it only to find out THAT THE $15 TICKETS FOR THE CLOSING CEREMONY ARE SOLD OUT TOO.

Wtf. What's the point of having gazillion tickets for sale when we can't even purchase them?! Even though today's headlines clearly states that tickets are resold on the day itself, hours before the game, i seriously don't think we can get 4 tickets to watch the games. Like how can it be possible to have 2 ticket holders to one seat, they are only exploiting our money?! They are charging us more than what the equilibrium price and quantity which will lead to a welfare loss later alright!!!

Unless we settle for the non-ticketed events like sailing and triathlon, or we will never get to watch a game. But which insane person will want to squeeze with the other sweaty and probably stinky people and stand under the hot, blazing sun which we might hardly get to see the competitors at all. Although Clarissa thinks the sailers will have hot bods for us to ogle at. HAHAHA.

K i am quite mad. I really want the tickets for at least a YOG game!!!!!!!!!!
Anybody knows of other methods to get those tickets apart from buying them?!?!

Sigh, but on a bright side, I am excused from school tomorrow because i have to go back for another blood test and I am meeting my girls for dinner at Chomp Chomp!!!

Phew, i was exempted from PE today. Everyone in class had to run 3.2km each in preparation for the Cross Country.

Okay, i have decided to try my best for promos (Self deception: probably going to play my way till promos) and if i am lucky enough i will continue with J2. If not, i will leave college and study Dental at NYP after which i will graduate and work to save up before going abroad to study as a mature student in an overseas University. Hopefully, i will become a dentist when i get back to Singapore. I will have no trouble (hopefully) studying dental since Singapore is experiencing a shortage of dentists now, right?
My problem is how to break this news to Mum?

Happy 17th Birthday Leon

2010-08-17T02:27:00.000-07:00

For those YJ girls screaming for Leon out there. Lol.

Happy 17th birthday Leon!

Pardon the bad photography, no one brought a camera. These were taken using my phone.
They keep bullying me in school today. But it's okay, that's because i know they miss me too much. HAHAHAHA.

Clarissa: Look at her arms!!!
Gireesh: Eeeeeeeew, don't want. So hairy.
Me: F you la. >:(

Gireesh: Why are you so hairy? You are a girl and a chinese one eh!?
Me: Walao, you don't racist ah. Why can't a chinese girl be hairy?!

HAHA, i had a soccer bet with this Goat. The match was last night and i didn't win but HE DIDN'T WIN EITHER. LOL.

Although i want to watch the Girls' Hockey and Gymnastics, i'm going to watch the Boys' Hockey with the guys!! Cross our fingers, hopefully we can purchase the Preliminary Tickets tomorrow!!!! Or other games are fine with me too, i just want to watch at least a game!!

Free thrill.
Burning candles on the canteen table. We attracted the attention of a teacher.
Fascinating.

If it isn't what i think, wasting my time here

2010-08-16T00:29:00.000-07:00

It's 4.10pm on a Monday now. It feels weird to be at home now, at this time of Monday, we are supposed to be having sex talk with Lohser now. HAHA.
I am still on mc today and i get to skip school on friday again because of another blood test.
I am eating Mee Soto flavoured cup noodles now but it doesn't even taste like Mee Soto at all.

Last night, Livia and i were texting each other before we slept. It's amazing how someone else knows the same way i feel.

I seriously think i am only wasting my time in college now. Initially, i thought it was very annoying when people always say they want to go to poly despite being in YJC now. But yes, i feel the same way now. Not that i dislike anything here, it's just that i already know what i want to study and what i aspire to be. I am only wasting my time here i guess. What happens if i screw up A levels. I would be as good as an O Level holder, i can't go anywhere. I always knew i wanted to study something in relation to biomedical stuff. Be it dentistry, biomedical science or nursing, i want to give back something to community. But how now brown cow.
Although i have always thought, since Mummy can afford to pay for Jie's private Uni why can't she do the same for me too. But oh well.
Either way, if i had gone to Poly i would still know Doyle and Livia since we three applied for nearly almost the same courses. Or i would probably be classmates with Vai or Manga again. ♥ ♥ ♥

Sigh. How now.
Think i am going to wait and see my promos results. IF I have to retain, then i will go over Ngee Ann poly and study biomedical science.

Gosh, i miss them like insane.
Please meet up soon guys.

I watched Precious a few weeks' back. It's a good show, you guys should watch it too. That is if you can get through the M18 barrier at the cinemas. HAHA

I want to watch the YOG closing ceremony, tickets are going at $15. Anyone?
Btw, happy birthday Mdm Selvi, Miss Tan and Joey!
PS. I think miss tan looks really pretty in her wedding photos!

I cannot afford to trip and fall anymore

2010-08-14T00:12:00.000-07:00

National Day in SJC 2009

Yesterday, i met up with my crazy classmates for dinner (Clarissa, Doyle, Joanne, Chee Sheng, Clara) and we had an impromptu shopping trip to United Square.

I think i have developed entomophobia - fear of moquitos.

Gah, my dear Manga and Vai went down to SGH yesterday to visit me after i got discharged! I am sorry my dears!!! Love you both.

I still can't afford to trip and fall or i will have to be sent back to SGH. :( The palate count of a normal person's 150 but mine's 20 only. But it increased gradually that's why i finally got discharged. But on a bright side, I AM ON MC TILL TUESDAY~~ Plus the exemption of PE for 2 weeks. Woohoo.

I have yet to watch Inception and Salt!!!!!
I have a new dream. I want to marry a doctor. HAHAH.

"In my garden, you're the apple of my eye".
"I'm not unhappy. Only people with no purpose are unhappy. I've got a purpose."

2010-08-13T01:07:00.000-07:00

HI Y'ALL
I'M BACK FROM SGH.
Hee hee, i'm awfully glad to be back (k not exactly cos i still want to see my good looking Doc!!!). I have been lying in bed in SGH doing absolutely nothing at all except maybe checking out my good looking doctor and staring at my wounds. I SERIOUSLY STILL THINK MY DOCTOR IS GOOD LOOKING and i can't find his facebook!!! >:(

Yes, I HAD 12 BLOOD TESTS IN 4 DAYS. Beat that record man!!!!!
I made nurse-y friends, they were really nice minus the part where they had to wake me at 4.30am just for a blood test.

WHAT A SMALL WORLD IT IS. My orientation group mate, Darnell's grandmother happened to be my bedside neighbor!!

I spent national day alone in the ward! Where everyone was rushing out to watch the fireworks, i had to lay in bed because of the drip i had!!!

My dear Charmaine, Andre, Apphia, Clarissa and Doyle came down to visit me!! I was touched okay!! They brought me magazines, baby lent me her itouch despite the lack of internet connectivity and the huge box of biscuits above!! That Chips Ahoy saved me since hospital food really stinks badly.

K this is how bad both my arms look like now. Yes, it looks tempting to press, sounds very sick but i like it actually. The bigger they are, the better. Not very pain, probably because i have gotten used to it already!

I still have to make a few more trips for Outpatient treatment though and my good looking Doc wants me to have a medical reference to a gynecologist in KK.

Sigh, my rash still itches now but nooooooooo i won't scratch, i don't want fugly scars!!!!

2010-08-06T05:34:00.000-07:00

I am hungry.
I have got to be the weirdest girl ever, i think. Craving to eat a lot, but when the food is close enough for my teeth to sink in i would have a dying appetite. I threw up 6 times in less than an hour. Ewwwwww.
Each time i eat my medicine, it comes out with the vomit. Yuck. I have eaten a total of 10 paracetamols in less than 12 hours. :(
This fever is messing up my holiday plans.

2010-08-05T08:18:00.000-07:00

As i am typing this, my body temperature is 39.7 degrees.
Recently, there have been 31 cases of dengue fever around my estate. After a trip to the doctor's, i have been suspected of having dengue fever too. Sigh, my body is aching and my temperature is fluctuating insanely.
Great, just when i have planned to attend a 4E '09 gathering back at SJC tomorrow. Also, i have plans to picnic and watch fireworks at marina barrage on Monday!!!
Just when i intended to self-declare holiday tomorrow, now i have a MC already.

Btw, i am quite pleased with myself. I have managed to abstain from using the computer for the past 5 days!!!!
Okay the medicine's making me drowsy now. Time to knock out, goodnight world!

Happy 17th Birthday Corinne

2010-07-31T09:52:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday my dearest Corinne! ;)

See that sunflower in the photo above^^ I bought it for her yeah!!!
We had a really great time together surprising corinne, dinner, decorating her cake at Icing Room and the boys. Plus Vai came right after her NDP, that's why she's dressed like a walking national day flag above. HAHA. We didn't get to watch the fireworks though. :(
OH OH army boys asking for corinne's number!
We were at Marina Square and there was this other SJC-ian (sec 5 this year) celebrating her birthday too and we each gave her a hug!

Btw i saw Lao Shi in town too!!

Love them. (Y)

And vai seriously looks like a walking national day flag!!!

This is for you, Charmaine Ch'ng

2010-07-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

It was friday yesterday and also Charmaine's last day in school.
Although she's not flying off to Canada/Australia YET, so there are chances of meeting up with her but both are us are living two opposite ends of Singapore and it's going to be dificult to meet up with her. Plus both are us are busy with school for me and work for her now.

FML.
Out of curiousity, i googled MICHELLE TANG SJC. My first result was of cos, this site smellslikesugar and the second was ireland-kiss. I clicked on the link and read the first few posts.

"I've got a close friend in my class now, Michelle Tang and she's awesome :) I liked the way she stood up for me when one in our clique never accepted me. Stuff happened, stuff happens. Im not going to state them all. But then, secondary school repeated itself all over again. In class right now, im detached. Even from my clique. Even from Michelle. So thats Friends for you."

I can't stop crying and this ireland-kiss.blogspot belongs to no other than Charmaine.
Omg, FML seriously.
I feel so bad. No, bad is an understatement and i guess it's all too late because she has already left....

Charmaine, i know you might be reading this so this is for you.
I am sorry and i know sorry is not enough for you and i owe you more than this. My first friend and only true friend in yjc. During the first few days of Orientation you told me "if i run for sports' day, you must watch me okay" and i promised, i turned up in school at the grandstand. But more than half the time you were away from me, with your OG mates. And a few months ago, you promised me not to leave but you left yesterday.... I still love you, you know that don't you....

49 more days to promos

2010-07-29T04:46:00.000-07:00

We look like kids in a zoo.

49 more days to promos!!! I need to start studying at Mos Burger again.
Sigh, why don't we have night study like sjc.
I really need to go back to those sjc times.
Facebook is crawling and i am uploading my old sjc mission photos now.

Annual Sports' Meet

2010-07-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

50 more days to promos.

Sigh, i am about to snap like a plate at its maximum breaking strength in the elastic rebound theory for earthquakes. But i can't call nor text marie because i have already exceeded the bill. Besides, my sim card is still cranky and her phone is still not working so we can't really contact each other..

Okay, YJC's annual sports' meet was today. Superrrrrrr boring. SJC one was the ultimate best (Y). Cheerleading was way way more awesome last time.

EWWWWWWWW.
There's this Squidward look alike guy from my previous Econs class and i just found out he lives in the same block as me. :O YUCK. And all this while, i have been changing in my room without closing the curtains!!!!!! I feel so insecure when people know where i live!!

52 more days to promos.

2010-07-26T04:55:00.000-07:00

"When people hurt you over and over, think of them as sandpaper. They may scratch you and hurt you but in the end, you end up polished. They end up useless." - Karen, Delia, Deborah

It was pouring this morning and i didn't have an umbrella with me. So i walked in the rain from Yishun train station to school. Along the way, this J1 girl suddenly came up to me and sheltered me with her umbrella even though i don't know her. I was touched, very touched by her actions.

Char's leaving on Friday..... and today's already Monday.

Alone.

2010-07-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

I need to fast from facebook.

Farewell night 2010

2010-07-23T09:23:00.000-07:00

Okay, school was generally fine today.
We got chased out of chinese class, so there were three periods of free time. Doyle rented the pool equipment and we played pool in school! Hmm, i had cca and then back to sjc! Stayed while and i had a lot to catch up with joseleen over subway for late dinner.

I miss them very very much. To be honest, i went back this time for Sulip and Haiqi, doubt i will ever go back for guides again. The sec one guides now all look so foreign to me, and i can't believe ******* is ACL?! She used to be so rude to me and jose last time!!!!! >:(

Mr Nair's going to do a book launch in SRJC next thursday and he has invited us to go with him. So, if i go to SR with him, i can visit Priscilla and Eileen! PRISCILLA, do you see this? ;)

Now you see me
now you don't

Stare straight and
look deep within my eyes
All you see is your own reflection

I have dual purposes
One as a blessing
The other a curse

Look into me and you see
YOURSELF.
Stop to think
if it isn't what i mean

Time to reflect
Consider your actions
know your mistakes and
change for the better

Low and behold
I'm higly fragile
Shatter me into a million pieces
and you think
Oh no, i am in for 7 years of trouble.

Mirror mirror on the wall
Tell me who is the saddest of all

I let you shine and show your inner beauty
but who will do so
for me?

Sigh, i am doing homework on a friday night. No life uh.

57 more days to promos.

2010-07-22T04:35:00.000-07:00

Today's weather was perfect for sleeping in, except that we all had to get up early for school.
There were only 2 of us for pe today, so miss lim taught us how to play pool the correct method and my arms are seriously aching now.
Clara's house yesterday, feast of pizzas and we watched Drumline.

Sigh, she's leaving on the 31st. Exactly 8 more days from now.

What's the point of having so many friends when there are no true ones. Not that i fought with anyone recently, i just happened to notice something..
Someone once told me it's impossible to make true friends in yjc. Hmm.
On a bright side, i am going to see the true ones at sjc tomorrow!!!!!!! :)

2010-07-17T23:07:00.000-07:00

Edited:/
I almost had a heart attack yesterday when cheese left my laptop in the poster printing shop!!!!
We actually walked out without it until that goat reminded me!!!!!!
And if there's a Justin Bieber concert, joanne wants me to go with her. NO WAY!!! Waste my money.

Such heavy downpours so early makes me feel so reflective. K it's not exactly EARLY, hahah, it's already 2.30pm. But the more it pours, the better my GPP will be. WOO HOO~ So i spent the past 20 minutes reading Italian Sonnets online, i have never felt so 'devoted' to poems at all. Perhaps miss tan's attempt to sell us poetry has worked or maybe it's just me fearing that she will hurl her constructive insults at me and every lit lesson, deep down in my heart i silently and desperately pray that she won't pick on me.
Despite the sudden interest in poetry, i failed my unseen poetry for lit.. It's so shocking, i have never failed unseen before!!! Or is it just me still having my secondary mentality that it is impossible to fail it..

I feel like i have no social life now. Spending my time away on weekends and friday nights doing homework and studying. Promos is in 61 days!!! But on a bright side, i went shopping alone yesterday after PW at Ion and Wisma. Shopping was productive.

Anyway, i need help for a survey! So if you are online, please talk to me !!

Shaun's example of alliteration: Bishan Brothers

2010-07-17T03:00:00.000-07:00

We had dinner yesterday at Chinatown. Awesome possum (Y)

I had PW today with them in town and i printed my econs poster at Bras Basar!!!

Aspirations, you keep me going.
A test of my endurance, seriously.

"To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you are the world"

63 more days to promos.

2010-07-16T10:44:00.000-07:00

I am really lethargic is an understatement now.

It's 2am now and i finished typing out a chinese essay and an econs poster. Time for bed and instead of having the opportunity to sleep in on a weekend, i have to rise early for PW in town!!!!!

Goodnight world.

64 more days to promos.

2010-07-15T03:57:00.000-07:00

Depressed. Disgusted. Demoralized. Disappointed. My results are utterly disgusting, with a C, 2Ds and 2Es. Haven't received my Econs paper back though.

I have Chinese oral tomorrow!!! :(
But on a bright side, IT'S FRIDAY tomorrow! Woo hoo, we are bringing Joanne to Chinatown for dinner.

Gah, I have to read out my poems in front of so many people tomorrow! :/

My jaw hurts. I got slapped in my jaw by cheese today when we were in the guys' toilet cos apparently he didn't see me standing behind him and he turned around and swing his arm. Clarissa, Doyle and Jeanette were laughing their heads' off. >:(

66 more days to promos.

2010-07-13T05:52:00.000-07:00

I'm so excited!!! Going to meet this crazy girl of mine above on the 31st of July!!!!!!!!
Hee hee, i just told her i want a pink watermelon without seeds. Think she's going to scold me siao as usual and then try to humour me. HAHAH.

Kay, my timetable for tomorrow is awesome. ;) I have break, lesson, break, lesson, break, lesson then cca and homeeeeeeeeeee!!! Each lesson and break lasts one hour each.
But i haven't really written any good poems for the poem competition!!! Gah. :/

I had a lot of fun today. Really long since i laughed so much.
While at northpoint, we walked passed the Baby Spa and we were all looking at the babies when cheese said "ARE THEY REAL?" lol.
The babies' parents stared and laughed at us. Rofl. We couldn't stop laughing for a whole good 10 minutes. Then we headed to the Japanese food court to talked endless crap and HAHAHA tons of private stuff. Lol.

66 more days to promos.

68 more days to promos.

2010-07-11T06:50:00.000-07:00

I watch Despicable Me in 3D today.
Sigh, there's school tomorrow and i am getting back my lit, gp and econs paper. Gonna watch Letters To Juliet in town tomorrow with Apphia after school too!

DSLR!!!

I hope Spain wins tonight!!! I am betting my money on Spain!!!
K i got to read my cancer notes now before sleeping. Zzzzz.

Seriously, we look like deprived childhood JC kids.
I can't accept Charmaine leaving.. She is my first friend made in YJ.

2010-07-09T23:18:00.000-07:00

This is insane..

Recently, Leon got me into an Ashley Greene craze with him. I can't believe i am actually following Ashley Greene on twitter now. Yes, i know right!!!

Going to watch toy story later!

I keep listening to Yesterday Once more these few days. What's with me and oldies.

I hope she isn't that stupid and silly.

Don't fall in love, fall off a bridge instead. It hurts less.

2010-07-09T07:57:00.000-07:00

Grief, fear and despair are primary human emotions. Without them, we would be less human, and less likely to survive. Grief arises because we are not alone, and what connects us to others and to the world also breaks our heart. Fear alters us to protect our survival, extending beyond our instinct for self-preservation to our concern for others. Despair asks us to find meaning in the midst of apparent chaos and meaninglessness. Making meaning out of suffering is the basis of the human capacity to survive and transcend it.

Okay, i have 2 friends going through a breakup with their partners now. I am not mentioning who they are but it really makes me upset to see them feel so despaired. As easy as it sounds to move on, they keep themselves in denial and seeing one of them going against all odds to get to the other person's house only to spend hours waiting till 3am despite having school the next day. I simply salute you for that..

So much for having the capability to survive it when it hurts so much and i don't see how it can be worth it.

School was so crappy today.. I had no idea what my new geog teacher was talking about, she was not only making me confused but making herself confused too. Guess in the long term, it's going to be either she driving me up the wall or vice versa. I could tell she was trying her best though but like what Atiqah says "Well, it's not good enough. Tough luck". I want Mdm Selvi back.

Econs.. My new teacher is too strict. I want Miss Chen back. Hahah, speaking of which, we were near Miss Chen's house today but we didn't know which floor she lives on so we just shouted her name up the windows. Lol.
Clarissa, Doyle, Jo and i played at the playground near Northpoint today. After that we had dessert at Causeway Point. Think i have to go to Queensway with jo tomorrow to get our geog poster printed.

Sigh, i have 2 poems to write.
Why ain't i getting any inspiration,
Or probably i need a demonstration
And explanation
For help in order to settle in my resolution.

AHAHAHAH. I think i just got a poem written above!

I am still waiting for Andre to text me, and i need to talk to Jo online.
Tsk, she just texted me to say she can't come online. >:( I wasted my time online for nothing.

I want to bet for finals. Don't know if i should bet on Holland or Spain.
Leon says Spain and Gireesh says Holland. Who should i trust?

I have achieved a C for Chinese paper. Really impressed with myself, afterall i have never passed any of my higher chinese papers before.

Okay, Goodnight world. I am really really tired.

2010-07-08T02:54:00.000-07:00

Hi, the past week have been quite exhuasting for me. I am sick again. Think i caught a flu bug from someone in class, down with a fever now. I have also got back my bio results and i am not very happy with it though i passed which i think it's good for a first time? Okay, that sounds a little contradicting.

A lesson learnt today, always remember to log out of facebook after signing in using a classmate's iphone/itouch. Clara actually updated my facebook status when i was away at chinese because i forgot to log out and she wrote so much of crap like "OH MY GOD, He's th sex !" -.-

Homework is piling up. Poem after poem after poem. I also have to write a poem as homework for cca and i can't scribble nonsense because we will have to read it aloud and miss tan's teaching me too.

A Level Chinese Oral is on the 16th and i am the last again.

Plus Charmaine's quitting school at the end of July for private studies at James Cook University..

I want to watch Despicable Me with clara and cheese today but sigh, i want to complete my truckloads of homework before the weekend.

Two consecutive picnics

2010-07-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

Aunty brought us for a picnic at Botanical Gardens. Such an impromptu plan because i had to stay at home as mom wasn't in for the day and i gave her a few texts. :X Think she's going to murder me as usual when my phone bill comes.
So Apphia's mom ordered pizzas and we picnic-ed plus fed the fishies and took a million photos.
After picnic-ing, Aunty drove us to serangoon gardens for Macs and FROLICK!!!!!!

2010-07-04T21:03:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, i was supposed to meet up with py and sherilyn today but i had to cancel plans. Sorry babes.
Mom left for Genting early this morning, given an 8 hours ride i think she should be reaching in 2 hours time. I am seemingly confused though... Maybe i should hypocritically indulge myself in this suspicion.

K watched Eclipse with joanne at vivo on saturday. (Y)

Picnic at Marina Barrage yesterday with the crazy and epic bitches.

Typical ah beng and ah lian shot. -.-

Yes, that yellow kite cost $21!!!!!

Yesterday, the awesome 4 bitches made me wait all by myself at that creepy, remote and isolated Marina Bay station for 55 minutes. Apparently, we were supposed to meet at 1pm but my dear clara and joanne woke up at 12.30pm and Doyle was waiting at city hall. -.-
Clara wore a dress for a picnic and when we played frisbee and tried flying the kite she was constantly revealing her underwear much to cheese and doyle's disgust and to jo's and mine amusement.
Later, she met with her online facebook friend for the first time and what a small world it is, he turned out to be cheese's primary school friend.

Oh no, there's school tomorrow. :(
I have to complete geog tutorial 11, analyze 2 poems for lit and read Act 1 for Proof.

2010-07-04T08:25:00.000-07:00

Hi, i watched eclipse with joanne yesterday at vivo. Awesome show i must say. (Y) We left the cinema with our necks aching cos we sat on the second row.

Today, we (clara, chee sheng, doyle, joanne and i) went to marina barrage!!! ;)
Those bitches made me wait for them for 55 minutes. Ultimate man. And they took a gazillion useless photos with my camera and now my memory card and computer is lagging like !@#(^%$#@ because of them. Hence, everything is uploading like a snail.

The ultimate photo. (Y)
Clara's orgasmic face and my dao face. Lol.

2010-07-02T09:28:00.000-07:00

Human beings are masters of masquerade.

2010-06-30T01:39:00.001-07:00

Okay, i am done with 3 art papers!!!! Over and done with those lengthy essays.
I had hotcakes for breakfast today (Y) at Mac Donalds in serangoon gardens where i met sauyan and her gf too.

Geog paper was alright i guess..
I had a bet with cheese. He thought pate tectonics will come out but i thought it would be weathering instead. In the end, both came out in 2 parts for the essay. Damn, i was hoping to win that bottle of milk tea from him.

Sigh, i had a mental breakdown that day. I locked myself in the room and cried, too much pressure already.
Livia has finished all her papers today. 18 other classmates don't exactly have to study anymore. Only Eliza and i are left mugging for bio. >:(

This is weird, i had a sudden urge to type something here today but i have no idea what to write..

Clarissa wants to go to Pulau Ubin for a day, it only costs three bucks! Sounds like a great plan.

I miss priscilla, corinne, marie, pets and all. Last time we used to call/text each other when we are on the verge of crying from studying too much. But now, sigh. All those random texts like "i want to bake now". Hahah, oh well.

Joanne says:
knockknock

Michelle tang says:
is anyone there?
HAHAHAHAHA.
YES BITCH?

Joanne says:
its the girl who finished bio paper!
^.^

Michelle Tang says:
wtf. :(

2010-06-28T03:26:00.000-07:00

2 papers down, 4 more to go.
After i get pass tomorrow's Econs and Lit, the rest would be like a breeze already.

How amazing can it get, Lit is just tomorrow and i have yet to look for my Lit text.. Chinese paper was relatively okay i guess, but i can't say the same for GP. This Chinese paper is so so much easier than my higher Chinese paper last time.
That guy Chinese teacher was really annoying especially when i was in a desperate need for the bathroom.

I hope i will meet my expectations for geog and bio, i put in a lot of effort for geog and i just have to really really do well for bio.

I start my paper at 1 on wednesday and i have no school on thursday. I should start mugging alone for bio at Mos Burger again or ask Danielle to study with me for thursday. Sigh, as for friday the whole class end their Math paper at 11.30am whereas Eliza and i only end at 5.10pm!!!!

I am really hungry now.
I am facing such immense pressure from stress that my body is not functioning properly. It's still not here yet after 3 months and i am really really very afraid. I told my mum about it last night and she was like "what did you do?!". Also, my body clock is eccentric. I went to bed last night at 11 only to fall asleep at around 2 plus.
Okay, i need to de-stress. FROLICKKKKKKKKK.

Anyway, i got inspired by a post so i just wanted to compare how different i look from sec2 till now!

2007

Omg, i look skinny!!! I like. (Y)

2008

Oh delia, you mean the girl next to me?? She's Winny.

2009

2010

Omg, how did i get so fat and big boned over the last 4 years?!?!

In preparation for my surprise birthday celebration last year. Really love you guys so much. Btw that card in that photo is still with me.

A girl in school was using a white blackberry in front of me today. I want a white blackberry!! I can't stop saying it, think it's the only thing that i ever wanted so much.

2010-06-27T05:39:00.000-07:00

I spent 4 hours alone at Mos Burger writing, writing and more writing today.
K so it happened to be Edmund willing to company me to study since he came all the way down from Holland to Serangoon but i turned him down cos i was supposed to meet Marie. And my dear Marie, only told me in the last minute that she couldn't come anymore. She stood me up! >:( I was already there so i just spent the next 4 hours there alone.
Blocks are just tomorrow, i am so afraid.
Last day of the holidays today. At least i did a bit of shopping the past couple of days! :)
And PRIS, i got the shoes for 5 bucks too!!!!!!

My body clock is eccentric. I have been sleeping so late for the past few nights. I was still wide awake at 5am this morning.

K i have work to do now.
I can't wait for blocks to be over. I already have plans! :)

2010-06-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

Studied at Apphia's house for the entire day and we had frolicks in the night with her brothers.
We were really pissed at Marcus as we waited for him for ages and he forgot his phone.

I look like a teacher in her glasses.

I'm hungry.
Time check: 12.55am
4 more days left to blocks, i need to study.

Fear.

2010-06-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday
I was studying in school yesterday morning with jo. Quite productive, i guess. In the afternoon, i headed down to junction 8's Mos Burger to study with Apphia. We spent 4 hours at mos burger studying till we felt so nauseous and we even walked the opposite direction of the escalator when we left later.

Today
Finally met up with guides clique, not all of them were free to come but nevertheless it was still fun. We had lunch at White Tangerine and i stuided at pris's house for the entire day later.

I miss my pretty girls so much.

I am so afraid. I know i am not going to do well for this blocks.
What is fear? I actually googled "how to overcome fear". Recognizing fear would be the first step as to accepting the absolute hurtful truth. Understanding the root of your fears - Figure where your fear comes from. Overcome your fears - To get rid of the fear, simply figure out what you will do in each of the possible scenarios. But if fear was so easy to achieved by the above 3 steps that i have summarized from the website, then why do so many people still turn to suicide or suffer from depression then?

If guilt could kill, i would be dead by now. I have wasted so much time over the last 3 weeks. But instead of crying over split milk, i should hurry get done with this and turn back to my books.

I have not studied GP, chinese and lit. I have absolutely no idea where my lit text and notebook have gone to, and i have not memorized any quotes at all.

I need to finish:
1. enzymes
2. search for my lit text
3. analyze the 11 chapters for lit
4. study GP
5. memorize chinese
all by tonight.

I need confidence.
All the best for me.

Fish and co~

2010-06-20T00:09:00.000-07:00

Okay, i'm so proud of myself. I ran to serangoon gardens passed by CHIJ OLGC, my primary school and through those terrace houses and back to my estate twice. :)

Stupid pet, she scolded me after this shot.
"Close your mouth la pet!" :(

Corinne and her bracessssssss.

K i should start mugging. But i'm so tired, i slept at 3 last night and i got up at 12 today.

I wonder if there's father's day in heaven. Anyway, happy fathers' day. I love you, if you can even hear me from here.

Pool + fish and co

2010-06-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

Okay, let's see. For the past week i ATTEMPTED to study. But facebook is the biggest distraction.

Headed down to school yesterday at 10 to study with bitch. We did GPP later when the rest came. It's nearly finish. Yay.

After that, i went down to town to meet charmaine and andre. Walked around, and finally decided to play pool instead. I came home after midnight, feeling so scared because andre told me about some stabbing cases.

I like my hair colour ~

And today, we celebrated my dear pet's 17th birthday at Fish and Co opposite plaza sing.
Happy birthday my dear!
Birthday celebrations always makes me envy the birthday girl. Hee hee, can i request for a cake from the icing room? ;)
Oh and i met delia and rachel at Fish and Co too.

Corinne and i shared a seafood platter. Considering the two of us can seriously eat like gluttons. We managed to eat from this much..

to this!
The rest were 3 sharing one platter and they finished about the same as us.

Hee hee, my dear corinne!
We used to eat almost every lesson in class last time. Now i'm the fat one from too much eating. :(

Kay, shall wait for the rest of the photos to be uploaded by sharifah. Her new Canon EOS 550D!!
Btw, almost everyone i know has an iphone!! :(
I want a white blackberry.

I'm promising myself i will not touch my laptop again till after blocks.
The same goes for my bitch too!!

2010-06-15T20:37:00.000-07:00

Oh crap, i'm feeling so tired. Only slept at 2 last night and i just got up at 11.
Nice weather to sleep in but too bad i'm awake already! :(

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=407439007629

Severe flooding at Orchard now, today. Yay, i know it sounds very sadistic of me to hope for more floods. But the more floods we have, the better the SOI will be for my GPP!!

Love you too corinne!!

Facebook is not only the biggest distraction to us but also your platform to hurl vulgarities at me.
Fuck you, bitch.
IJ friends are way different than mixed school girls.

Nightmare at Elm Street + Khati's 17th surprise

2010-06-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

HI everyone!!
So today, we had a birthday surprise for our bitch, khatijah at northpoint's eighteenth chefs.

Happy birthday bitch! ;)

I like this photo! I took it!! (Y)
Btw, this bitch of mine above was being very funny today.

Joanne: I was so pissed this morning.
Everybody: Why?!!??!
Joanne: Cos i forgot to bring my lip gloss out.
Everybody: -.- Bimbooooooooooo~

Later i called clarissa and she passed the phone around.
Me: Who is this?
Joanne: Your mother.
Me: Wth. -.-

The concoction we made and then played 7 up.
Mixture of strawberry flavoured ice cream, a slice of lemon, cheese, chili flakes, salt, almond nuts, ice and ice lemon tea.
Eeeeeew, i still have the taste in my mouth. :/
Girls had one scoop.
Guys had 2 scoops.
Birthday girl had 17 scoops.

CS and i left to do PW for an hour and later joined them for Nightmare at Elm Street.
This M18 Movie scared the shit out of me and i don't think i can sleep tonight! :(
And WOOOO~ We managed to get pass for this M18. Hee hee, we are good actresses and actors.

K i should start on my PW now.
Nightmare at Elm Street is freaky.

I wonder how the guys in Lady Gaga - Alejandro are not turned on when they are performing with her.

Facebook is the biggest distraction.

2010-06-13T02:38:00.000-07:00

It scares me to think blocks is counted 30% for promos and i am not exactly prepared for it. I need to stop procrastinating. I want to do well for bio with hopes that i can end up being a dentist someday somehow.

I was reading my book, Twilight again this morning.
How silly of me to think so.

Delia, if you are reading this now please text me.
How come you have time for other friends but never for us? :/

I can hear people playing tennis near my place.

I haven't gone out in nearly 2 weeks. Just this close to losing my social life already.

My pet's birthday is on this coming sat. Happy birthday my dear.
I miss you very very much.

I miss my pinafore and i wish i was back in an ij school.

World Cup.

2010-06-11T03:25:00.000-07:00

Me: Eh, my best friend says you look quite cute leh.
Chee Sheng: Really ah, i got ego boost now. Btw, i showed my girl best friend your photo and she says she likes your face.
Me: Really, ahah, i got ego boost now too.
Lol.

Yesss, there's world cup tonight!!
Wow, my facebook status has 15 people liking it.

I had chinese lesson today. I miss my higher chinese teacher in sjc so so much.
Gah, how she used to make me stand at every lesson without fail.
No one really gives a shit about chinese lesson in here. I should have studied harder to enter CJC to be with all my girls instead.

There should be a college for all ij girls. That would be the best. (Y)

2010-06-10T03:03:00.000-07:00

Please don't text me. My sim card is cranky. :( I can't receive messages anymore except from andre, joshua, charmaine, clarissa and py. I don't know why too.
Ring me instead.

Lessons started at 2.10 today but we ended up going early to play soccer. (Y)

World Cup is in 4 days time. Opening ceremony tomorrow night.
Hee, I'm so excited to watch soccer!!

2010-06-09T00:24:00.000-07:00

I would totally marry any guy that has a ear piercing and if he can play the Wedding Dress melody on the piano.
Lol, as long as he's a better pianist than i am.
HAHAHAH, random.

2010-06-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

I miss australia. ;(

I had school today. My holiday timetable is awesome. (Y)
I'm only having an hour and a half of econs tomorrow and then i can go home!!

Sometimes i wonder why do people have emotions. It just makes us feel sadder at times right. But then again, the lack of emotions means inhumanity.

Feels better to bottle everything up instead.
Hee hee shall go write in my livejournal instead.
Don't bother looking for it, it's 100% locked, i think. Not very sure exactly too, i kind of forgot how to adjust the settings. :/

Shiseido photoshoot~

2010-06-06T06:00:00.000-07:00

Hee hee, i went for a Shiseido photoshoot today.
I enjoyed myself really much i guess.
Okay, i won't post everything up but i appreciate constructive comments. ;)
I know i'm not very pretty/i look very matured etc so please refrain from saying negative stuff. Thanks.

Damn, i'm having a fever again. :(

Dancing in the moonlight ~

2010-06-04T09:23:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired.
I'm having like a flu storm now, dustbin is mountain full with tissue paper. Just popped a yellow flu pill down and it's making me really drowsy already.
Headed to school to study today. And all i did was draw the demand and supply curve graph!! Nice. (Y)
We played tennis, had lunch, sleep, talked crap and homeeeeeeeeeeee.
K, this is so short, sudden urge to type something here!

I'm really really hungry now. I had dinner at 5plus today.

K i think i should really go to bed now cos i'm typing things that doesn't really make any sense at all.

Time now is 12.45am
Kay, goodnight world!

Gosh, i miss them very very much.
I think i have no social life now.
Guides was so much more fun than - and yj now.
Maybe because i love them and they are true.

2010-06-02T21:58:00.000-07:00

I slept for 15 hours last night. But i'm still feeling fever-ish and my lunch now sucks. Eeeeeeee. :(
I want nice food. Never mind. Independence, michelle. (Y)
Though it's nice to know that people in 4E '09 are getting hitched.
I want to have dinner at chomp chomp tonight. But i think i will crash even more later. :(

I can't smile without the left side of my face aching. Thanks to doyle.

Yay, marie called yesterday and we talked for a long long while. I miss her.

So many of you, but no true ones.
I miss sjc, very very much.

The Awesome One says:
yup, and do u noe who u r talking to?

Michelle tang says:
YOU LA, THEN MYSELF MEH -.-
The Awesome One says: see my awesome display name ;D

Michelle tang says:
WTH

The Awesome One says: my neighbour also renovating, im dying, im damn scared leh!

Michelle tang says: why!

The Awesome One says: tt when im bathing some careless idiot drill through the wall

Michelle tang says: HAHAHAHAHAH

Corinne's so silly, i miss her so much too! :(

2010-06-02T03:59:00.000-07:00

Down with fever, flu and sore throat. Whose water/saliva did i shareeeeeeeee?!
Headed down to school for study session today but it was super unproductive. I only did 2 bio questions. We studied, played soccer, had lunch, sleep and soccer again.
Doyle hit me in my face with the soccer ball and Leon hit me in my shin with the same soccer ball.

I'm shivering now despite the door closed, windows shut and no fans/air-con. :/
Every part of my body is aching.
Kay, i should nurse myself back to health by sleeping now.
Hopefully, nobody would text me when i'm sleeping!

My right eye hurts. :(

2010-05-31T04:06:00.000-07:00

We headed down to school's src to study today. Yay, i feel so accomplished. I managed to finish all my bio tutorials. ;) I had an hour of nap with joanne and doyle on the couch. We had almost the whole src to ourselves. I was supposed to meet them at 9, but i only got out of bed at 9 and reached school at 10.30am. Study, lunch at kfc, study, sleep, study, home. Wanted to go to changi airport T3 for the 4 storeys high slide. But turns out we didn't go cos it would cost us 30bucks to have a ride on that slide.

I still want to go to the airport alone and watch planes depart and arrive. Each departure makes my heart skip a beat, like a child, thinking so much hopefully. Every arrival makes me feel depress because it's back to reality.
I wish everything would come to a standstill, those automobiles on the road, the air molecules making up the wind and even the ant crawling on the table now.

Going to school again tomorrow to study with my bitch and have bio lesson.

Have a safe flight tonight, my dear best. Love you very very much! Missing you already. :(
Bring back a hot hot angmoh boy for me and take lots of pretty photos. ;)

2010-05-30T00:04:00.000-07:00

My neighbor is shifting out today. But can she please shoosh and tone down?? Must she let the whole block know she's moving out. Argh. But on a sidenote, it means the new neighbor's shifting in and they are going to renovate the house soon probably in 3 days time!! >:( Which means it's going to be so noisy, how to study for my blocks. TSK.

I just want to do well for Blocks.

Hee hee, so cute!

HAHAHAHA, I OWN IT.

2010-05-29T08:47:00.000-07:00

K, so yesterday we were supposed to go Sentosa for cca gathering. But we were all late and Mr Nair thought it was going to pour so we ended up staying put at Vivo roof terrace. Picnic and played in the water like young kids. Vinesh, pushed me down into the water making me wet my whole bottom. I could literally squeeze my shorts and see the water dripping.

Today - Saturday.
Just Acia at City Hall with best. Yum yum. (Y)
Hee hee, i did a little teeny weeny bit of shopping.

Okay, sigh, back to my books now.
Goodnight!

2010-05-28T23:51:00.000-07:00

Happy Vesak Day! Lol.
Time check: 3pm
I just got up from bed. (Y)
Plans to go for Clara's house warming party got canceled. :( Heading out for dinner with bf later.

CTG 127 clique in drama.

I dreamt i was pregnant last night. And my period is late by a month. :O
No, i did not do anything wrong.
But i'm scared. VERY.

I need a remedy.

2010-05-27T10:53:00.000-07:00

Time check: 2.30am
Sigh, self disappointment. I only completed 1/3 of my bio tutorial homework. :(
There's still chinese, econs, 2/3 of bio and lit to go.
The house is so quiet, which is so rare. Everyone's fast asleep. I can finally get to appreciate/enjoy the night's serenity.
I'm having gastric now, really really hungry. So hungry till i can swallow an elephant down. - Hyperbole
I wish i can call for Macs Delivery now. :(
Never mind, i shall drink milk to make myself feel better.

Joanne is so sweet! She just texted me "imya :("
I miss her too.

Mdm selvi, livia and i cried in school today because of mdm selvi's leave. Last day of school, prolly the last time i get to see her before she's off. Bittersweet- oxymoron The long awaited semester break and she's leaving now. I hate farewells.

Tomorrow's cca gathering at Sentosa. I'm supposed to meet up with my dears at chomp chomp for dinner and frolick, but oh well. I will find my way out, somehow.

Above all wonders the world has ever known.

I think i'm falling sick.

Goodnight world.

Like a rose trampled on the ground.

2010-05-26T09:58:00.000-07:00

Second post in a day.
Time check: 1.30am
And sad to say, i have 2 stacks of Biomolecules tutorials waiting for me to finish it. I hate it when i spend so much time staring into a lifeless screen and there are tons of work un-done. I know i will regret it so much tomorrow morning when i wake and even worse, i haven't finish my homework and probably disappoint miss yee.

I want to go to clarke quay in the night and sit by the river.
I want to go to the airport and watch the planes depart and arrive.
Anyone wants to go with me?

I want to binge now.
But i shall go and cry myself to sleep now instead of doing my homework.

Like a rose trampled on the ground.

2010-05-26T06:27:00.000-07:00

One more day before semester break! Thank god uh!
School ends at 12.10pm for us tomorrow. I have awesome plans for my whole weekend already. ;)
Last geog lecture today with Mdm Selvi, she's leaving us for Pioneer JC. She gave us pretty cupcakes and we gave her a farewell cake on Monday for her last tutorial with us.

Mummy came to pick me up after school today. Lol, surprising.

Every word with which one tries to wrap up this day, the day swallows down its black throat.

Our love is never ceteris paribus and mine for you is perfectly inelastic.

I want to go to clarke quay in the night and sit by the river.

2010-05-24T05:08:00.000-07:00

I cried myself to sleep last night. Again.

Beauty & The Beasttttttttttttttttttttt.

2010-05-23T01:36:00.000-07:00

Sherilyn, Marie and i went for Py's Beauty and the Beast concert by NYJC yesterday at Victoria Concert Hall. We met Erdalyn and Yvonne there too. I missed them so so much. Py's going to fly off to Europe soon and so is bff. Hahahaha, hopefully they will meet each other there!

I like her bouquet of flowersssssssss~

After the concert ended, we had Macs for supper at the Stadium till 11.30pm before catching the last train home. (Y)
Spend time talking crap as usual. They were making fun of me taking chinese again. :( Those higher chinese kids la. TSK. Sigh, everyone is doing good at their school.

I don't like it in yj.

Kay, time for my books now. ;)

2010-05-21T09:26:00.000-07:00

Time check: 1am

Sigh, school's been a terrible bitch for me today.
GPP presentation was screwed. Jeanette was on mc and gireesh had early leave. So birthday boy; chee sheng and i had to present in front of the class, mr loh and some other visitor. HAD REAL SHIT FEEDBACK. Like wtffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.

Anyway, so we had a surprise birthday celebration for chee sheng. Awesome. (Y)
Dinner at Just Acia and then The Helix bridge again. (Y)

I'm gonna have a really long and tiring day tomorrow.
I've to meet up for GPP at 11 again and then later for py's concert at 5. Plus i've to buy flowers for my dear babe. And i want to go for Clarissa's chalet although i don't mind going super early like at 7am!!
I can't sleep yet cos of my soaking wet hair. :/

Damn, i had a hard time trying to sleep last night because of my bitches. They and their stupid ghost stories. And they came up with new ones like "michelle, be careful something might come out of the toilet bowl when you use it", "be careful, something might grab your ass!!" Shit, i dare not to sleep again tonight!! :(

What does not destroy only makes me stronger. (Y)

2010-05-20T08:30:00.000-07:00

I love inter-class games for PE. Especially with the guys. (Y)

TGIF tomorrow! I have been looking forward to it so much!!
Also, Happy Birthday Chee Sheng!

Damn, he reminds me of our GPP presentation tomorrow!! :(

Monday
I met Ophelia on the train on the way to school!
Nice knowing how school has been like for her.

Tuesday
Monday and tuesday's timetable had a switch.

Wednesday
I finally got to talked to marie after agessssssssssss.

Thursday
I had an extra bio make up tutorial today.
Oh oh eliza, joanne, clarissa and khatijah were telling me ghost stories to scare me. Joanne told me stories in yj and eliza told me the shutter ones. DAMN SCARED LA. Shit, i think i'm being overly paranoid now. I keep turning back to check every few seconds. They told me those stories and clarissa and khati had to scare me when i was in the toilet. Like suddenly telling me something will grab my legs or something might pop out of the toilet bowl. I SCREAMED LIKE HELL LA. Crap, i don't think i dare to sleep now. I shall text them later!!

Yay, TGIF tomorrow! Moreover, school starts late!! ;)
One more week to semester break!! ;)
Which means retail therapy and meet up with my dear babessssss! :D
Frolick + chomp chomp with those pets on the 28th!
Gosh, GSS! K, i can't believe i'm actually thinking of the econs test question of why revenue for producers still decreases despite a 30% change in prices for GSS. Lol.

Kay, goodnight worldddddddd.

2010-05-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

Help me feel better please.
I just checked my results online.
I have a S for chinese. HOW BAD IS MY CHINESE NOW, SERIOUSLY.
I have an U for econs.
And an E for lit.
Argh.
THAT'S IT MAN.
GG.

2010-05-16T03:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOYLEEEEEEEEE!

*******************************************************************

I'm tired. - Understatement.
I only went to bed last night at 3am! :O
Spending my time awake trying to study bio and having snippets of memories flashing across my mind.

O, i sense your tension. - Apostrophe
Your patters sing a song in my ears. - Personification
You roar and blur my vision. - Synesthesia
Crying me a river i don't want to hear. - Hyperbole
And i try to avoid your downpour emotions. - Understatement

I hope miss tan accepts my quintet poem!!

I just realised i have yet to upload prom photos on fb from last year! LOL.
Goshhhhhhhhhh, i'm so slow!

I miss marieeeeeeeeee and i have so much to tell her. :( Why ain't you here with me when i need you so. :(

Py's going to Czech Republic in 2 weeks time, and so is Apphia who's going to Vienna. (Walao, both go Europe leh, without me somemore!)
I wish i could escape, from reality.
Go your own way.
Everything will be fine, self deception.

2010-05-15T09:58:00.000-07:00

Time check: 2am
But i'm not sleeping anytime soon, for sure. I still have phospholipids and water to study for bio test. :( And my litttttttttt.
It feels like O levels period now. All those late study except minus the part without marie sending me ^^ texts to keep me happy.

2 posts in one day. Not bad uh.
Alice from Mango, Scotts called me yesterday when i was in the yj's src. They wanted me to go back to work from private sales, which is on the 27th. But as usual, for the sake of school. :/
Imagine, every hour i'm dying in school, pe especially! If only i can get paid for going pe $6.50/hour. Which is about 12 hours, probably a hundred moolahs in my pocket. Buttttt, argh. I already turned them down. Although jie, clarissa and charmaine thinks i should call them back and say i want the job and then skip school on the 27th. Hmmm.

While i was at serangoon station today, i met geraldine jee, tania teo and cheryl lim! What a coincidence!

I need to cry.
I need marie with me now.
Why am i all alone in yjc now.

I think i am extremely average. - Oxymoron or paradox?

2010-05-14T23:19:00.000-07:00

We celebrated Doyle's 17th birthday last night at City Hall.
And after that we went towning for a while. I miss the pretty city night lights, i feel as though i've already lost my social life.

Today's the Pink Dot event for 2010!
I had planned earlier a few weeks ago to go for it, since it's my pi. But somehow, i totally forgot about it. :(

Alright, i've a gazillion work to do.
Write a poem (again!), lit notes, bio tutorial corrections, geog tutotial and essay outline, econs reflections and concept maps and worse of all GPP.
And i've a bio test on monday and i only have 2 days to study for it!! My bio notes are like one and a half times of my bio textbook last year la. How to cramp everything into my brainnnnnn! >:(
GPP Presentation is on monday and Mr Loh only told us about it like yesterday after school. How to chionggggggggggg. >:(
Now, i've got to rush out of my house to meet chee sheng to discuss about GPP.

I feel like i'm in sec4 again.
I sleep in the wee hours of the morning and get up really early the next day to study.
I think i wasn't even THAT hardworking last year.

2010-05-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

Fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. ;)
But there's an econs test tomorrow! :(
I woke up late for school today. :(
Lit test today was horrible. :(
Although we're FINALLY done with PI, but now there's GPP. :(
Luckily, this week is finally going to be over!!

I had 2 ice cream treats yesterday.
One from shaun and one from clara.
Wow, 2 ice creams. So much for going on a diet uh!

I just came back from a studying session at serangoon central macs.
Hee hee, i saw cheryl tan and tania there.

Alright, got to choke down my dinner and hurry back to my econs before rushing to sleep or i might get up late for school again! :( Btw, did i mention i reached school at 8.20am today? And school starts at 7.40am, amazing uhhhhhhhhhh.

2010-05-11T07:58:00.000-07:00

The result of bringing my lappie to school today: 386 photos!
Thanks to Doyle and Clarissa who kept clicking on the button!! To think we actually stayed back to finish our work, instead we took tons of retarded photos!

Seeeeeeeee, my new love!

Thank god for a slack timetable tomorrow!
I had one hour of bio tutorial and an hour and a half bio consultation consecutively today, i nearly died!
Time check: 11.11pm
Quick, make a wish everyone!!!!
Okay, i have a geog essay and a geog tutorial homework dueeeeee.
Plus i have 3 tests to study for in this week. Amazing uhhhhhh. :(

Goodnight world!

2010-05-08T00:15:00.000-07:00

I think it's so cool that i managed to get in touch with one of my kindergarten friends via facebook. Amazingggggggg. And he happens to know Shaun too, what a small world!

Hee hee, my kindergarten photo.
Try spotting me and bff.

Lol, clarice's expression!

HEE HEE, DELIA'S PHONE HAS MY FACE AS HER WALLPAPER. ;)

K, so clarissa, khatijah, atiqah and i went for cip at yck grassroots club.
We had to look after kids that were fostered away by the ministry in singapore. Clarissa, khatijah and i were in the seniors group which meant the kids were between ages 7-18 and atiqah was in the juniors group so the kids there were between ages 3-6. There was the babies group too, ages 0 to 2.
This cip really made me felt so thankful for having my mum.

Although my family has had some problems (some of you may not, some may not) since i was primary 4, i always knew there were people worser than me out there. And today, i finally got to realized it. The kids there were fostered out because of various reasons like their birth parents sexually abused them and other reasons, that's why they were forced to be fostered. I'm really glad that my mum isn't like that and my dad wasn't like that last time too.
I believe being sexually abused or whatever other reasons is really sad especially when you're just hardly a year old. Moreover, you won't even know what's going on at that age. Being forced to be separated from birth parents for the better or for the worse is really really upsetting. :(
Alright, thank god i forced myself to get up for CIP today. Otherwise, i guess i would never ever get to experience this.

TGIF.

2010-05-07T05:16:00.000-07:00

Edited:/
Time check: 11.50pm

I woke up exceptionally early today just to meet py to pass her my dress.
Then met up with doyle and michael, waited for clarissa at khatib station. We ended up being nearly late and so after waiting 1294738702974387 minutes for that damn bus (cos we didn't want to walk under that humid sun), we decided to cab to school. Right after we sat our bottoms in the cab, the bus was right behind the taxi. -.-
Cab fare was $5.60 and the distance was like from SJC to Compass Point. Freakingggggggg daylight robbery uh! :(

Apart from that, school was pretty alright.
Mdm Selvi gave me a rocher during geog! :)
I brought my camera to school today, but i forgot to insert the memory card into the camera. -.-

Clarissa and i have CIP at 7.10am tomorrow! :(

I want a bb curve!

Hee hee, i managed to find my kindergarten friend on fb. Lol, what a small small world it is.

Drama SYF

2010-05-06T07:40:00.000-07:00

Time check: 11.35
TGIF tomorrow! ;)

We had drama SYF at acjc today.
I must say, it was pretty awesome.

These are some of the props we used, delia took them during rehearsals in school using my phone. -.-

HAHAHA, THAT'S MEEEE.

Clarissa and i at Just Acia last friday!

Us, after a yum yum of chewy junior.

CLARRISA'S BB THAT I LOVEEEEEEEE.

SEEEEE, MY FACE IS HER WALLPAPER.
HAHAH, HER FACE IS ALSO MY WALLPAPER.

HAHAH, Shaun treated me, clarissa, charmaine, eliza and grace to ice creams in school yesterday!
Shaun: *throws ice cream wrapper on my plate*
Me：Walao. SHAUNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
Shuan: Throw for me la.
Me: F you la, shaun.
Shaun: Okay sorry, you throw for me, i treat you ice cream!
And all 5 of us ran to the ice cream stall.
Shaun: Eh i treating michelle only leh.
But he ended up paying for the 5 ice creams. LOL.

Meeting marie for dinner tomorrow.
I need retail therapy. BADLY. :(
As usual, miss yee is speaking greek to me during bio.
Econs is the shitzx man.
Lit is scary.
Only geog is fine.
Plus PW is tomorrow. :(

Okay, goodnight world.
We managed to survive another week!

Over and done with PI!

2010-05-04T08:47:00.000-07:00

I'M OFFICIALLY DONE WITH MY PI.
Finally done, after 3 drafts. Woooooo.
Submission is tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. :)

Thanks to those who gave me ideas, especially to Priscilla and Damien who gave me the main idea of my PI. :)

K, i'm going to be so busy for the next few weekends.
Meeting marie for dinner this friday.
Celebrating Doyle's birthday next friday.
Going for PY's concert with marie and sherilyn on the 22nd.

Aeschylus:
Laughter rises out of tragedy, when you need it the most, and rewards you for your courage.

Thank god i have a really slack time table tomorrow.
Goodnight world!
Time check: 12.12am

2010-05-03T03:30:00.000-07:00

I went with this lovely bf of mine today after drama for FROLICKS at serangoon gardens.
I HEART FROLICKSSSSSSSS.
I also met vanessa lim there. Long time no see uh.
There weren't enough seats so we brought our frolicks to chomp chomp.

I love long weekends. :)
I have a bio test in school tomorrow :(

I can't believe i just spent 3 hours looking at this site
http://lookbook.nu/#more

I have 3 hours of break in school tomorrow and i'm going to study real harddddddd.

2010-05-02T01:30:00.000-07:00

Franklin P. Jones:
Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain.
CCA in school tomorrow. Damn.
Love it, or learn to love it.

2010-05-01T06:10:00.001-07:00

The world is so small!

Playing tap-o-war in the SRC.

After Mr Wallace's lit tutorial.

I'm left with GP essay and Lit chapter questions! ;)
I want to make my long weekend productive. (Y)

Stop callin', stop callin'; I don't wanna think anymore! I left my head and my heart on the dance-floor
Stop callin'', stop callin; I don't wanna talk anymore! I left my head and my heart on the dance-floor
Telephoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Lady Gaga.

2010-04-30T09:54:00.000-07:00

Time check: 1.20 am

Alright man, Happy Labour Day!
So, cca got cancelled today.
School was pretty much fine today. Slept for an hour during PW.
We went for dinner at Just Acia in marina square. Unlimited free flow of ice cream and drinkssssssssssss. (Y) After which, we walked to Esplanade, along the Double Helix Bridge to the IR.
Nice, long, beautiful walk.

Okay, goodnight world.
Enjoy your long weekend huns!
;)

2010-04-29T03:06:00.000-07:00

Lady Gaga's Telephone is stuck in my head.
There was this talk about Lady Gaga amputating her leg for fashion, Clarissa and i still don't believe even though Nicholas and Chee Sheng already showed us the online article.
Adrenaline rush today during PE, we played badminton. Reminds me of the times i used to play with Sam in SJC.

Gosh, i have never felt been so tired for so long before.
I have a GP essay, chinese cheng yu, bio tutorial, 2 bio test waiting for me to study/do.
And PI third draft is due tomorrow!! :(
Thank god school's starting late tomorrow, which means i can get an hour of sleep moreeeeee.

Yay, i'm sooooo looking forward to the weekendddddd. :)
I want to date my dear bf for frolicks and study date.
And eat yum yum food at just acia!

"You look delicious, can i have a bite of you?"
Hee hee, i came up with that during lit lecture today.
Lit lecture was freezing ass cold but fun (Y).

;)
Deceptions, baby, deceptions.

2010-04-27T07:02:00.001-07:00

What else do i not know.
What else do anyone knows and haven't told me a single thing.
Why is it no one bothers to tell me until i find out myself?

" We cant predict how you will react and are not confirm of anything so its best not to leak anything, but since you already know. I'm just clarifying it"

Nice (Y). Makes me wonder why.

School was horrible today. Skipped PE halfway through but Clarissa and I got caught later.
Econs totally sucked, had a short essay to write but didn't manage to complete it because Shaun was disturbing me like the whole time.
Bio was awful, i sat quietly by myself because Eliza went for a floor ball match.
Guess the only time i had fun today was during break. As usual, Gireesh, Leon, Nicholas, Clarissa and i went out for lunch. We had KFC. (Y) Laughed a hell lot, and we ended up coming back late for GP. GP was boring, we had 2 hours of it today.
There was consultation for PI after GP. Clarissa and i were the last, and when we were finally done we had to go for cca.
CCA ended at like what, 6.30?
Took a train back and met my dear py to collect my concert tickets from herrrrrrr.
And now, i'm struggling to complete my PI third draft and someone just dropped another bomb shell on me.

Seeeeeeee, please don't tell me how my day sucked. I already know.
I hope i can have a better day at school tomorrow.
Life, please treat me better. Hopefully, no one else would drop another bomb shell on me tomorrow.

2010-04-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

Dang, there's school tomorrow. :(
I finally met priscilla and damien yesterday for dinner after 1209473892567943 weeks.

Stayed up till 2.30am last night to sort out some thoughts and waited for joshua's reply.
Wanted to head out to study with him at 1.30am last night.

I never seem to find any peace when i'm home.

Damn, what on earth did victor do to my lappie.
It keeps typing Chinese characters each time i type something.
And i've to spend hours defragmenting it because it's taking forever to load.

Everything seems so distant now.

Hee hee, i received a really cute text from Marie this morning at 5.50am.
"Aye, muchomuch rain now. It's gonna storm soon man.
Keep warm alright dear. [:

Love you."

I really really miss SJC.
I'm not exactly happy here. :/
Not without you with me.

2010-04-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

I'm having drastic mood swings today.
One moment i was laughing my head off with Clarissa and Charmaine, and the next moment i can REALLY JEALOUS and upset that i kept my mouth shut for the whole hour of Econs.
I'm really jealous, they have people lending them jackets when it's cold and buying them subway cookies when they're hungry. :/

Okay, school was HORRIBLE today.
We were supposed to have 3 tests today, lucky econs test got postponed. So we had chinese and geog test, i hope i do well. And i tripped in school today and i know Doyle's not going to let it go. Also, someone ruined my day during break today and probably will spoil my time in YJ for the next 2 years.

I think my econs tutor is really nice. That peanut is always picking on Clarissa and i, so she gave us small snacks and a small cute post it with a short note on it. ;)

Okay, i had a lot to type just now. But HAIZ, MOOD SWINGS OH MOOD SWINGS.

Toiletttttttttt.

Nope, you ain't seeing things. THAT'S the urinal in the background.
We were in the guys' washroom in YJ.

I think i was amazed at why boxing seems so interesting to be watched during PW.
I don't want Shaun to leaveeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :(

I met pohyan at lorong chuan train station on my home today. At least that was the only thing that really cheered me up. I miss my favorite girl very very much. :( And i'm going to watch her concert soon on May 22nd!!

I love chewy juniors.
I want a blackberry.
I want a new bag.

2010-04-20T03:07:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so ~ all of a sudden. Very very weird. :/
I.NEED.TO.BINGE. YAMI YOGHURTTTTTTTT.

Hee hee, Desmond bought 4 Chewy Juniors for Clarissa and i yesterday! I'm starting to love chewy juniors too!

I enjoyed PE for the first time in YJ today. FINALLY NO MORE TORTUROUS PE LIKE ARMY OR STH.
Wait, let me show off my napfa resultssssssssssssss. :)
2.4 km run : I don't remember the timing, but i think it's 16minutes. Yeah, i know it's bad but whatever, shut up.
SBJ : 160cm
Sit-ups : 44
Sit and reach : 54
Shuttle run : 11.7 sec
Pull ups : 7
Seeeeeeeeee, i got a silver! Faster applaud for me :D

Only Leon, Nicholas, Gireesh, Clarissa and i went out for lunch at subway today.
I swear i can't have 2 consecutive bites without stopping to laugh when i eat with Leon, Nicholas and Gireesh. It's like BITE.LAUGH.BITE.LAUGH.

Okay, Econs work due tomorrow and a geog and Econs test to study for.
I seriously hope THAT PEANUT will stop picking on the girls from 127, wait more specifically, stop picking on Clarissa and I!

How boring school is like now

2010-04-17T23:15:00.000-07:00

Spiral stairssssssssssss.

I'm attempting to do my second draft of PI, but i keep getting distracted by facebook.
I had a really tiring week last week. I hope i won't have such a bad week ever again!

It's Mum's birthday tomorrow and also Delia's Dad's birthday too!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM AND UNCLEEEEEEEEEE~~
Gave mum an early celebration yesterday and then went out to study with Joshua and only came back at 12 last night.
Okay, i should seriously get back to doing my PI again.
I've a lit and geog test next week. :(

Proof of how tired we are in school.
Charmaine, clarissa and i can actually still fall asleep despite sitting right in front during GP.

Okay, have a great week at school everyone!

2010-04-16T08:47:00.000-07:00

I like this! "WOMEN OF INTEGRITY", something that will stay with me for the rest of my life!

So i watched Caravanserai with delia, khatijah and atiqah at sjc yesterday. Really really interesting play although it was a little too long. 2 and a half hours, i was dozing off a little towards the end. :/

Hee hee, sorry delia but look at the major height difference!! LOL.

I don't want bf to go to Europe without meeeeeeeeeeeee. :(
Anyway, I'm going to wake up early to chiong to bishan library tomorrow morning.
So, goodnight world!

2010-04-14T02:24:00.001-07:00

It's 5.35pm on a Wednesday afternoon and I'm feeling so tired.
I only reached home at 10.30pm last night cos i was out studying the whole day with Joshua yesterday.
I'm so dead tired now and i'm going off to sleep and getting up in an hour's time to complete my econs, bio and geog and to write a letter for Miss Koh. The guys in my class can't put the lit book - Disgrace down because it has sex scenes in it.
Talk about maturity man.

I'm going back for SJC's play tomorrow.
Yay. It sounds funny and weird, butKhatijah and i can't wait to see bungs! Hee hee.

Mum: Chelleeeeeeeeeeee.
Michelle: What la, i'm very busy and tired. *sounds damn irritated*
Mum: Er, do you still want a polariod? I buy for you.
Michelle: WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, I WANT!
Kay, i felt damn bad for being so rude to her. :/
And mummy's birthday is in 3 days time and i haven't bought anything for her yet!!!! Oh my!

Okay, good evening world. Time for my power nap!

2010-04-11T01:09:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 8.30am cos of the vibration from joshua's text. Met up with my dear bf and then we headed to bishan library. We reached there at like 10.05 and all the seats were already taken up. All those chiong-sters, seriously man. Finally settled down, finished up my geog tutorial and studied bio for a short short while before going for lunch at LJS.
And here i am now!

Oh oh, just now when we were eating, there was this guy who walked into LJS with a bouquet of 60 red roses! Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, so sweet!

I forgot to eat Yami Yoghurt when i was at J8 just now!
On a side note, i think i want the SAJC Boys Rugby Tee shirt! ;) Fieeeeeeeeeeee.
Okay, back to my PI for now.